the rantings of a brat

(Sunday-)
+9:32 PM]*

# -

愛は傷つく

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(Saturday-)
+8:48 PM]*

# 推論-

何が実質であるか。

何が夢を見ているか。

私はどこに想像になることを行くか。

私は何を泳ぐためにするか。

水は私へ何であるか。

実際に私はだれであるか。

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(Thursday-)
+9:05 AM]*

# -

whats the point in trying

no one cares

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(Saturday-)
+10:36 AM]*

# boredom-

somewhere inside

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(Friday-)
+9:06 AM]*

# -

there is so many things to do

i wonder if it will ever be completed

there is a place i know

it is my serenity

my escape

: true colours will be revealed soon.

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(Saturday-)
+6:56 PM]*

# -

i am...

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(Sunday-)
+9:22 PM]*

# the return-

slowly i am returning

coming back to that room

that room that i love

that i hate

but it is that room that kept me safe

brought me comfort while suffering

as like the seduction and lust of nails and needles pierce
my skin

i find serenity

it is here where i will find my true self

it is here where i will be me

it is here where i will die

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(Friday-)
+12:43 PM]*

# -

i don't know why but it feels better now.

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(Monday-)
+9:17 PM]*

# -

i hate my life

i wish i were dead.

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(Sunday-)
+1:00 AM]*

# dismantle repair-

hands like secrets are the hardest thing to keep from you

lines and phrases like knives

you words can cut me through

dismantle me down

repair

you've dismantled me.

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+12:54 AM]*

# -

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(Thursday-)
+12:13 PM]*

# -

i wish you were here

i don't know why but i really do.

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+3:12 AM]*

# -

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(Sunday-)
+9:51 AM]*

# -

disintegrating slowly inside

this will never end.

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(Friday-)
+11:21 AM]*

# while i'm still young-

it's going to be time to quit soon

maybe give it awhile longer

when it comes

hopefully there's a way to redeem that mistake.

current mood: "imsomniatical"

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(Saturday-)
+12:42 PM]*

# cliche-

procrastination is so cliche

i really should stop.

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(Friday-)
+11:22 PM]*

# abandonment-

as i walk into the darkness alone.

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+8:26 AM]*

# it gets darker each day-

slowly the sky gets darker each day

and the rain will soon follow

and when it comes

it will come hard and it will stay

and i will be there standing right in the middle of it

embracing the darkness that overcomes me

embracing it alone.

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(Tuesday-)
+9:32 PM]*

# rather this than that-

what else would we be if not complicated and misunderstood

we humans try to make an understanding of one another or anything

thinking as though it would help make the world or any situation a better place

so that we may understand the troubles and causes and work together to fix it

to me its all bullshit

i'd rather be misunderstood and complicated

makes me feel alone.

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(Monday-)
+9:40 AM]*

# warning-

this site is under construction.

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